You know what is a real turn on.
I just finished the first of 5 days lectures here in Fresno to an audience of people wanting to become relationship (sex education) trainers. They came from far afield and the number was kept low so that there would be an intimate feeling and opportunties for questions.
Every time I lecture I have to deal with nerves, and it was particularly true with this one. I hadn't given a day long lecture like this one for awhile and I get myself all wound up in 'visions of failure' ... But from the moment I started the group responded with interest.
As the day went on one almost felt a difference being made. Like change was cooking in each mind ... wow. Double Wow.
They spurred me on and I found myself responding passioantely to questions and wanting to give them the best day that I could.
I'm back on the road.
(I promised Rose I would mention to those in Southern Ontario that I'm giving a lecture on heirarchy, power and communication ... on a week Friday. For flyers contact firstname.lastname@example.org)